i am very happy...more happy then i thought i ever could be having a child. i know having twins will be a pain. but im sure i'll be ready for them. its as if all this time, all the troubles and pains i've been through. Had all been preparing me for this very day! And i think of them every day. wondering how they will turn out, or if i'll raise them right. i've delt with children before. so i know the problems of sleepless nights. i've even learnt how to deal with it with out affecting me emotionally. i've had to deal with and overbearing step father so i have developed a very high tolerence before getting annoyed. These children...although i am lathargic, i know...that i can change before they arrive... i am happier then i ever thought i could having children. they will be royalty in my eyes... and i'll do everything in my power to make them feel it too.
happiness is having children despiste being early in your years and still enjoying the thought of being a mother, you realize you may not get what to do all the things you wouldn't liked too, till they are older...but it doesn't matter to you...because these children are worth so much moe than that.